Citizens of nowhere 
It wasn’t until I gripped the sand with both hands, 
I felt my heart beat in my fingertips. 
A few times I asked for Adonis –
‘I don’t know anyone like that around here’. 
My excuse –
this peninsular is narrow, my fetch mostly sea. 
When I roam too far I become a macaroni dinosaur. 
I gave up, met you instead. 
Together, let’s take a stance in the storm,
away from consumers, whose confidence is slipping. 
Stand as a compass, says Rumi –
with my pin-leg in St Ives I’ll swing the other to you across the Tamar. 
My shags were rustic, now they’re cosmic, 
last night I was blown to Venus. 
When I come
down, I’ll iron a shirt without an iron, make toast in a pan, 
but how do you channel clouds to rain 
somewhere you’ve heard is too dry? 
When I meditate on citizenship, I am empty. 
Maybe one day we’ll be #homowners 
First, let’s go for a cream tea – 
stir jam anticlockwise into cream, 
whirl and howl like an Atlantic depression. 
Clockwise won’t un-stir, we’re merging pink! 
Please tell me if I miss moments we could have connected. 
Note: I’m almost off-road, verging on grass. 
Where the bus ends, the sign says ‘geddon!’. 
If we miss it: Armageddon. 
I’ve almost stopped searching for the unavailable, 
it feels good, like a void, 
let’s keep sucking.